Drew Barrymore covers the February issue of Marie Claire and talks about the difficult relationship she’s had with her mother, Jaid Barrymore. “Ugh, I mean, my relationship with my mom is so complicated that I’ve always been empathetic toward my mom, and I was even more so when I had a kid and we had a really amazing conversation about it,” she tells MC. “However, it hasn’t enabled me to lessen the distance. It’s the hardest subject in my life. I’ve never just been angry with her. I’ve always felt guilt and empathy and utter sensitivity. But we can’t really be in each other’s lives at this point.” On a happier note, Drew tells the glossy that she’s thinking of having another child. “I think I’d like to have more. In the back of my head, I’m already timing if I was to have another when that would occur.” The new issue hits stands on January 14th.